12/13/2016
I think i am leaving CA. I think this is the best thing for me to do because of my health. I am to sick to handle the stress any more . I get so upset if the way people and the court system is. I have no chance at all. It is breaking me down so much that am am thinking of ending my own life. I have no help or understanding from friends a family. I fight every day and my wife dose nothing. I pay everyday my wife pays nothing. I suffer as she jokes around without a care in the world. No understands the pain. People keep taking from me and will not stop and just hug me and let me cry. My friends steel from me they brake my hart and they want more when i have no more to give. No one will just stop and hear my let me get it off my chest. They just want to take more. I have no more to take and no more to give. You all win. you beat me. i am running away as far as i can where you cant find me to take anymore You win i loss. i loss everything. all i ever wanted was someone to love me