05/25/2026
One of the hardest parts of being a rare disease parent is living in the unknown.
With NKH, there are still so many questions and not nearly enough answers. When our children experience new symptoms, changes, or decline, we are often left wondering:
Is this progression of the disease?
Is something else happening?
Could this have been prevented?
And sometimes the truth is, even the doctors don’t know. Not because they don’t care, but because there simply is not enough research, not enough awareness, and not enough understanding of NKH.
As parents, we spend sleepless nights searching for answers, praying for guidance, and hoping someone will finally connect the dots for our child. We are forced to become researchers, advocates, and fighters while carrying unimaginable fear and anxiety every single day.
Nights are often the hardest. When the world gets quiet, the anxiety can grow louder. The “what ifs,” the fears, and the unanswered questions can feel overwhelming. So many rare disease parents lie awake carrying worries that most people will never fully understand.
What makes it even harder is when you feel something more is wrong — when your instincts as a parent tell you this may not just be NKH — but your concerns are dismissed or overlooked. Being unheard while your child suffers is one of the most helpless feelings in the world.
I wish I had the answers. I wish I could do more to ease the fear these moms and dads carry every day, all while I too walk around with my own anxiety, fears, and questions. Rare disease parents carry so much weight that most people never see.
For me, I turn to my faith. I truly do not know how I could walk this journey without it. I know faith looks different for everyone, but in my darkest and hardest moments, it is where I have to lean — because otherwise the fear and anxiety can feel consuming.
Rare disease families or any family should not have to beg to be heard. Our children deserve better. They deserve research, understanding, medical professionals willing to dig deeper, and a future filled with hope.
At NKH Crusaders, we will continue fighting for awareness, research, support, and answers so no family feels alone in this journey.