09/25/2023
Today has been hard, and decisions don't come easy, but when a man moves his life to a place he has no family or friends to, for a lady, n gets a home and a vehicle, same job for a year, lived on the streets at first, and for the past 5 months, 90% of the time, I've walked back n forth to work 2 miles each way, that's 4 miles or more each day, then that lady should automatically be here in the home I'm sure Buying for her. Then to make it so bad, the whole year I've been in her hometown, she's been with another man n still hasn't even went on one date with me in 21 months? I'm a very Awesome n Amazingly kind, polite n Respectful man, who loves Jesus, and has a Kevin Gates n English Gentleman Personality n I'm in excellent health n shape. Patience is a must, yet, no matter how much you may care about someone, if they allow others to prevent their happiness, does it mean I must continue to put my life on hold until she Wants me to be in hers? Absolutely not. I'm her blessing n I've clearly showed her I wanted her in my life. Sometimes, nothing you can do will ever be good enough for her. To buy a lady a House n Vehicle, new washer n dryer, Dalmation Dog, wifi TV etc, plus having me in her life, providing real truedeeo love n giving her the best Treatment in the world n love her as Jesus would His Disciples, 24/7 Happiness and Smiles, then she should already be living in my arms, not someone else's. God changed my Life so that I could possibly love a lady properly n make sure things go great in our lives. Many blessings are poured upon our lives by Creating within ourselves, a desire to be happy n enjoy life to the fullest. Money does help tremendously, and without it, we can't pay bills etc. But to allow money to dictate our own Happiness of Worth, then that's why God's not going to allow us to meet until she takes an initiative to lea e the man she's with now and come to her own home. My part to start our life with is getting done now. My future is intact n so are my goals n dreams! So, here I sit at 12:23 am waiting on a dream to come true. Her name is Bree Thompson, n yes, she's still got me Blocked on Facebook? Like, wtf n WOW! Considering the type of man I am n she's watched me on her phone everyday for 21 months, knows every single thing about my life and knows my Entire Family too. Then tell me Why this lady hasn't took 1 step in Meeting me? Whenever I ask, which is Every day, for her to Text to set up a meet or for her to just come to my home I got for her, she refuses to do so. Why? I have no earthly idea, and I'm just about ready to go on with my life. What must a man like myself must do in order to show this lady that I'm the Best thing to ever happen to her life? She knows I'd love n treat her like Jesus would, 24/7 Happiness, and Smiles, and build her the greatest n wealthiest life possible. Yet, I shouldn't have to prove to her imma build her a wealthy life, after ibl lived on the streets n got her this Beautiful Stone Home with a front n back porch made of stone n rock, fireplace inside, outbuilding and a Black Special Edition Lincoln with a V8 n all electric with Tinted Windows n a Electric Sunroof? So now, yes, it is Decision Time for her, cause if she don't want Mr n my package I'm Offering, I'm giving it to someone who wants to be in my life n love me for me as I'd love her for her. Pray for her, cause there's no tougher or Greater decision that we all must make at some point in our lives, than the person we wish to share our lives with. Cause if she ever walked into my life, she would never want to leave it anyways. That goes for any lady. I'll bet my Life, n all on it, that if any lady came to stay with me n we was in a Relationship building process for a month, shesnever gonna want to leave my life period. So, at some point in her life, she may make the most wise decision that she could ever make, and come to her home n have a Monster Life together. I love yall n no matter what, God's always got my back. It's Him who I love n Trust the most. Real True Deep Love called Amazing Grace n 24/7 Happiness and Smiles, don't cone around very much these days. I'm still walking to work in the morning n have to get up n be there by 7 am. Life! It's hard, it's a rough pill to swallow sometimes, yet, it's still Life! We only live it once! Why not continue to do me, be Hapoy, Smiles, and laugher, 24/7?. If I was Bree, I'd Choose Rojo to Love, Honor n Respect n build a Monster Christian Gangster Lifestyle with. Once she comes into y life, n I know for a 1 million percent fact, that Bree Thompson will Choose Friel Hawks. I'm only waiting till she gets here, and soon she's gonna be right beside me all the time. Yall take cared n pray n I'll be here praying too. It's Her Loss if she doesn't come herself n chooses me. Facts! I Am that Real True Gangster love Smllj Everyone! Let's get this Life moving Bree. If you do not or have a baby inside you! Sleep time as I gotta get up in two hours now n go to work, walking 4 miles again. Imma Make it tho. Ain't nothing I wouldn't do to be there with Bree.May God Bless all forevermore.
