08/05/2026
I hid a baby monitor in my daughter’s kitchen three weeks ago and I have listened to my son in law every night since. 😳 I thought the worst thing I would hear was what he calls me when I am not in the room. Then on Thursday a second woman spoke.
I am seventy six and I live in what used to be the den. Dale had it converted when I sold my house and gave them the money for the down payment, which is a sentence he has never once said out loud to anybody.
What he says out loud is different.
“The lodger’s up,” he told Paula one morning, and I heard it through the wall, and I decided that night to stop guessing.
The monitor cost thirty one dollars at the drugstore. I told the girl at the register it was for my grandbaby. It sits behind the flour canister on top of the refrigerator, and no man in the history of the world has ever looked on top of a refrigerator.
The receiver goes under my pillow at nine o’clock.
Week one was mostly nothing. Dishes. The television. Dale complaining about a coworker named Boyd.
Then Tuesday.
“She has to go, Paula.”
“Dale, do not start.”
“I am not starting, I am finishing. It has been four years. She was supposed to be temporary.”
“She is my mother.”
“She is a line item,” he said. “Do you know what her room would rent for?”
I lay in the dark with a plastic box against my ear and I made myself keep breathing.
“Where would she even go?” Paula said. Not no. Where.
“There are places. She has the settlement money.”
“What settlement money?”
Long pause. The refrigerator hummed right into the microphone.
“From the house,” Dale said. “The Ridgeway house.”
“Mom put that into the down payment. All of it.”
“Sure she did,” he said.
And there it was. He had told her something. Or she had never asked. Four years of Thanksgivings and my own daughter did not know where my house went.
Week two I learned that Dale takes his phone to the garage at nine forty and stays out there twenty five minutes.
Week three, Thursday, he did not go to the garage.
He was in the kitchen and the back door opened and a woman said, “Is she asleep?”
I sat straight up in bed.
“She goes down at nine,” Dale said. “Out cold. Deaf as a post anyway.”
“And Paula?”
“Second shift until eleven thirty.”
Then the woman laughed at something, low, comfortable, a laugh that had been in that kitchen before.
I know that laugh. I have known that laugh since 1998.
“Did you bring it?” Dale said.
“It is in the car. Dale, if she signs it, that is it. She cannot undo it after.”
“She will sign it. She signs whatever Paula puts in front of her.”
Paper sounds. A chair.
“And your wife?”
“Paula does not need to be in the middle of this,” Dale said.
I did not sleep Thursday. I did not sleep Friday either.
Saturday I called Paula at work, which I never do.
“Mom? What is wrong?”
“Nothing is wrong. I want to make Sunday lunch. The pot roast. You and Dale, one o’clock.”
“Mom, we usually just do sandwiches.”
“One o’clock,” I said. “And Paula. I want you to bring Aunt Colleen.”
Silence on the line.
“Colleen? Mom, you two have not spoken since Dad’s funeral.”
“It has been long enough,” I said, which was true, and was not the reason.
“She will not come.”
“Call her,” I said. “Tell her I said the words she is waiting to hear. She will come.”
She came.
It is five to one right now. The roast is out and resting. The table is set for four. The receiver from under my pillow is in my apron pocket, and the little cassette recorder I bought in 2003 for church sermons is on the counter behind the bread box, running.
Dale is at the head of the table telling Paula about Boyd. Colleen is by the window with her purse still on her shoulder, and she has not sat down, and she has not looked at Dale one time since she walked in, and that alone would have told me everything if I had not already known.
I carried in the roast and set it down and I said, “Colleen, sit.”
“Marguerite, I really cannot stay.”
“Sit,” I said, “or I will play it standing up.”
Dale’s fork stopped.
“Play what?” Paula said.
I reached into my apron pocket, and I pressed the button, and the first voice that came out of it was not Dale’s...